I didn’t think I’d cry, as I was expecting it. But I still cried, but not really in front of them, THANKFULLY. Ugh.
I’ll write more later…

It’s December 21, 4 days before Christmas. A few months ago I was kind of worried about my job as I wasn’t sure I was catching on to all the new things I was learning there, fast enough. Well I made a great effort, and things seemed to be working great. Then [...]

okay, to try out this preview button on semagic, bear with me…

test on semagic…
Set up live journal for dh too as he was mentioning he wanted to do some blogging about our autistic son, etc. We all need to express ourselves some way—- I know I need to do this myself and it would really help me to get my emotions out

Changed the colors on the journal to a more Christmassy look…
I REALLY need to get here more often. I am still working as a legal secretary at the same place since July, full time. I feel squeezed and pressured, doing too much, but also know right now it is necessary for the family [...]